after a long and much needed rest, i am much better tonight. after posting yesterday, i slept through out the night until i woke up this morning around 10 am. i was shocked myself that i can sleep that long. maybe badan dah terlalu penat sangat due to stress and depression kut? itu yang system terus knock out and just shut down terus. entah. ape pun, bangun tadi feeling (totally) recharged. good for me! then, i spent the whole afternoon at uncle halim's house tengok cartoon with the kids. itu perkara baru for me - spending time (the whole afternoon) with the kids. erk! but, i did had a great time. btw, i miss my cartoon channels. mummy, can i have them back? ehe..
so, tomorrow i will start my week without the boss. i don't think i'm ready for the battle. might just fall sick again. haha. have lots of pending stuff waiting in the office. banyak sangat kerja sampai tak tau nak start dekat mane. dah lah tadi bukak email office, terus pening. ade discussion pasal budget on tuesday. errr... i don't know anything on that. saye kan orang bawahan je. huhu. disebabkan boss takde, esok kena selidik kut ceruk mane-mane untuk discussion hari selase. help needed here. i know i can do it! (yakin dekat diri sendiri tu penting) uhuk! honestly, macam dah tak mau pergi kerja dah. tapi banyak hutang nak kena bayar ni. haih!
*tarik nafas* [motivation to self] tomorrow is a brand new day, brand new week. start fresh. no more being depressed, sorry for myself or what so ever. be cool, positive and happy! i need to get rid of ALL the negative vibes around me. lots of things to be done and focus is needed. *fuh!*
(we shall see what tomorrow's post will be like, heh!)
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