2012

1: What did you do in 2012 that you’d never done before?

    Got married! ♥

2: Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

    Did not make any this year and not planning to make any for next year too

3: Did anyone close to you give birth?

    Nope

4: Did anyone close to you die?

    Mum passed away - 5th December 2012

5: What countries did you visit?

    Only one country - Thailand

6: What would you like to have in 2013 that you lacked in 2012

    More traveling sessions

7: What dates from 2012 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

    7th January (got engaged), 22nd june (got married), 5th December (losing mum)

8: What was your biggest achievement of the year?

    Got married to the person i love, he's my biggest achievement this year

9: What was your biggest failure?

    Losing my closest friend

10: Did you suffer illness or injury?

      Does morning sickness count as an illness?

11: What was the best thing you bought?

      His wedding band

12: What did you get really, really, really excited about?

      Our wedding day

13: Compared to this time last year, are you: 

      (a) happier or sadder? - sadder (i miss mum)

      (b) thinner or fatter?  - fatter (baby's growing fast)

      (c) richer or poorer? - aha! rahsia!

14: What do you wish you’d done more of?

      Travel more when I had the chance to

15: What do you wish you’d done less of?

      Work

16: Did you fall in love in 2012?

      Absolutely!

17: What was your favourite TV program?

      Gossip girl

18: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

      Still hate the same person from last year so, no

      

19: What was your greatest musical discovery?

      None?

20: What did you want and get?

      A new life

21: What did you want and not get?

      For my mum to recover and be healthy again

22: What was your favourite film of this year?

      Real steel

23: What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

      Having mum around

24: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2012?

      Simple to motherly, hee!

25: What kept you sane?

      Allah

26: Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

      Kristen Stewart

27: What political issue stirred you the most?

      -

28: Who did you miss?

      Mum

29: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012.

      Life is short, value what you have

30: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

      I am a survivor

tarikh ini

well, tarikh ni adalah tarikh yang plan nak nikah dulu because i love this flow of the date and 20hb kan. THE number. so, today, terfikir lah semua. boleh? macam-macam 'kalau' muncul dalam otak but, yang paling sedih is mummy takde. teringat ada satu hari tu, i asked mum - mummy kalau nak kahwin 20hb December 2012 boleh? mummy pandang pelik. then cakap boleh. huhu. this is life. kita plan lain tapi Allah lagi tahu apa untuk kita. oh. if 20hb December 2012 tarikh kita, harus lah today kita nikah kan. hari ni baru nak rasa married life semua. hm. camne tu. jeng jeng jeng. anyway, bila lah nak buat post pasal little one ni. heee! nak jadi mummy dah. i just wish mum is with me through out this period. its not easy. sedih sangat bila tengok orang lain ada their mum nak ngadu ke, nak mintak makan ke, nak cerita-cerita ke, nak tau apa nak buat nanti ke, nak mintak teman check kat doc ke. ya Allah, mintak kuat kan diri ini. Al-fatihah untuk mummy.

losing mum

words can't describe macam mana i am feeling right now. ini lah dugaan paling besar dari Allah. yes, semua yang hidup memang akan kembali pada-Nya. at the same time, losing someone you love most is hard. its like a big piece of me was taken away. the piece that matters most. it was only her that was there every single time i need someone. tak pernah orang lain. entah, depan orang tak mampu nak tunjuk apa sebenarnya dalam hati. insyaAllah diri ni reda dengan pemergian arwah. cuma, semua benda pun teringat mummy. it still feels weird calling mummy arwah. 25 tahun hidup, my world does revolve around her. she is my mummy, my best friend, my heart, my everything. so, how exactly can you move on when you lost everything? its getting harder day by day.

yahoo!

hey hey, new layout!