engagement (official photos)

on the 7th of January, around 3.30pm, alhamdulillah, telah sah menjadi tunang orang. to be honest, it was a nerve wrecking moment. emm.. nak jalan turun tangge pun macam nak tergolek dah. alhamdulillah, all went smoothly. it was a simple yet meaningful ceremony. it was even a sweeter moment for us as 7th of January also marks our 1 year and 1 month together as a couple. much love on that day. thank you to all who made it happen especially to my parents, uncle halim, aunty emma, his parents, family members from both sides, piqa, faiqah, syima and of course, my other half.. ♥

 

 

dulang hantaran

from me

from him

credit to Ifolia Fotolensa
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beanieplex

ade kerusi jenis baru kat sunway pyramid. its really comfy, cozy and erm.... (thinking of a right word to say) warm i suppose.. ehe.. loving it! might just go there every movie date kut. tapi mahal sikit lah, so, maybe not. RM18 per person kalau tak silap. tak pun RM19. maklum lah, he bought the tickets. husband-to-be treating his wife-to-be for a movie night. tibe2 romantic plak mamat ni (note: tapi suke sgt3 tau yang). hehe. loving every single moment with him. alhamdulillah. we are counting days for us to be one. insyaAllah, semoga semua urusan dipermudahkan. ameen.

 one happy fiance

dak kurus (macam perasan but kurus kan?)

p.s: might update on the official engagement photos tomorrow.. :)

lesson in life

somehow, learning to let go of certain things are hard. we might say we are strong, we are so over it but deep down we still think about it sometimes. sometimes, things are not complicated as it seems. its clear and straight forward and yet, we can't see it. sometimes, external factors play some part in how we react to certain things. but, letting go does not mean its forgotten. sometimes, it means that we realize that its important for us to find a peace of mind and to make us realize who we really are in the first place. we must love who we are first before loving others. i love myself more now because someone thought me that in life, we can't always get what we want and sometimes we have to compromise to be happy. 

pre-CNY

we had a light dinner on the 22nd of January. unfortunately there are not many photos taken. the food was really good and i was somehow hungry *nyum*

tumblr

some of the posts i love and reblog (tumblr)

he loves her (a lot)

budak manje!

loving the colour

by the time its too late

teaser

official photos just arrived yesterday!

yup, i hate SpongeBob
he got to wear my rings.

people change

some turn out not to be the person we always highly thought of and some turn out to be so much better than we thought. we might have a perception or vision about someone being so perfect and better than others but, we don't see the whole picture. maybe when we see the perfection  in someone and see the bad in other people, it is actually telling us otherwise. how a person change its entirely up to themselves. too bad some evolved to be who we thought they will never be. tonight i learn one important lesson, in time, with life going on all around, people change. 

tak faham

tetibe malam ni tak faham. ape lah yang nak diceritakan lagi? rasenye dah cukup kut. takde bende dah. so, kepada kawan-kawan ku yang disayangi semua, it ends here. no more dah lepas ni ye. saye dah penat kut. sudah2 lah kay? hidup mesti happy and ceria selalu. tak boleh susah hati and bagai. insyaAllah semua pun akan okay.

little things matters

i miss the good morning and good night wishes without fail (at first semua text je, then the calls). i miss the hope you have a great day ahead of you wishes. i miss the virtual hugs and kisses. i miss the time when you text first. i miss being called syg everyday. i miss being fetched from work and have dinner before sending me home. i miss the 'i miss you', 'i need you' and 'i love you'. i miss when you care about me and we share (now i feel like its mostly about you, only you - perasaan kut?). i miss getting the little surprises. i miss the 'jom pergi jalan2' invitations. i miss the time when almost all my text messages to you are answered (kekadang bukan as soon as possible but still answered). i miss the hello(s) i get as soon as you see that i'm online. i miss the cute gestures. i miss the moments we had. maybe, i miss the old you? no?

don't get me wrong, i love you just the way you are now but deep down, i still i hope i get the ways of the old you back, back when i was your little princess.

to sum everything up: i miss being pampered.. :p

anditslove

words i wish to hear - "Thank you for not walking away from me when you had every right to. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for the happiness that only you can bring me. Thank you for pushing me when I’ve wanted to give up. Thank you, thank you, thank you for loving me."

set fire

..

knock on the head

accidentally hit my head hard on the microwave door. damn. sakit gile! nak buat kerja cepat2 dalam keadaan yang tak berape nak okay, last2 diri sendiri pulak yg kena. the thud was really hard. really2 hard. my head still hurts. there was a minor cut. there was blood. luckily, no stitches needed or i would have just died tonight. drama! hee. 

not me

nope, that is not me, duh!

aiming for that

used to

i used to know a certain someone. that someone never fail to wish me every morning with a good morning text or call and every night with a good night text or call (kalau dia tak tertido dulu lah or time tu tak gaduh). dia selalu akan make sure i'm okay. sihat ke, sakit ke, dah sampai office ke, dah sampai rumah ke, dah makan ke. dia akan bgtau dia syg sgt almost every single day. dia akan hug and kiss pipi tiap2 hari (aip! bukan betul2 ye). dia akan try to be there whenever i needed dia. tak kire time. dia janji akan jage hati and dia kate i deserve everything from him. dia kate dia takkan sakitkan me in any ways. dia janji forever and always. dia kate i complete dia. dia juge kate dia akan syg sampai bile2. erm. i used to call that certain someone my boyfriend.. ♥

engagement (unofficial photos)

my darling B (burd), this is just for you

(reenactment) 

he proposed somewhere at the very end of Oct and i said yes! :)

his promise - 'i'll do anything for your happiness syg'

...

early January 2012

his side

my future MIL

the rings

my mum and dad

 uncle, aunty, cousins and nephew

cousins and bestie, P (piqa)

the love of my life

InsyaAllah ♥

secrets

(preliminary thoughts) i am breaking the rule. remember this post - starting fresh? well, there will be names and faces in the future. ade lah satu syg tu yang request ni. i think it should be fine. i already got my life sorted out half way btw. insyaAllah.. :) 

work dilemma

this March marks my 2 years at where i work now. to be honest, i am too sure whether i want to continue being there when my contract ends in June. its a tough choice to make. i love the organization and what it stands for but i do not like my job. its a bit tough for me to get out of bed every morning to go to work. i also notice my work performance is not as good as it used to be as well. so, now, i am exploring options. to see what other opportunities out there that i can learn about and grab. it will be sad to leave the organization if i decide to. everything about it is just right. i even have a cute business card. haha. i suppose when the time is right i should know.. *tawakal* (tapi jgn lupa usaha) ;)

three classes of gemini

Being born between the 22^nd of May and the 1^st of June makes you a Gemini with a cusp influence of the previous sign, Taurus. Although you’re primarily an intellectual type with intense Mercurial influences, Venus, the ruler of Taurus, also imprints upon you considerable sensuality, grace and charm. You not only love the written word, intellectual pursuits and other forms of communication, but may gravitate towards artistic, musical and creative pursuits to express your inner need for cultural perfection.

If you’re a Gemini born between the 2^nd and the 12^th of June, you also have a tendency to be sensual but have the influence of Libra as well which makes you at times indecisive about your life path. You need clarity in your choice of partners and must never impulsively rush into any sort of relationship.

If you’re born between the 13^th and the 21^st of June, the influence of Aquarius and the unpredictable planet Uranus has a sway over your life and your temperament. You are spontaneous in many areas of your life and like to explore the unknown. Your life will swing from the positive to the negative so you must be prepared for some turbulent times in your life. At least you’ll never be bored with the challenges that are presented to you, and as you grow older and develop more wisdom, you’re likely to be regarded as someone with extraordinary knowledge and a capacity to help those around you. Your path is one of compassion and humanitarianism.

source : http://intellectual-astrology.tumblr.com/post/15766993824/three-classes-of-gemini

jodoh

Jodoh itu rahsia Allah sejauh mana kita setia. Sehebat mana kita merancang. Selama mana kita menunggu. Sekeras mana kita bersabar. Sejujur mana kita menerima dirinya. Jika takdir Allah menentukan yang kita bukan dengan dirinya. Kita tidak akan bersama dengannya. Jika Allah telah menulis jodoh kita dengannya. Kita tetap akan bersama dengannya. Kerana tulang rusuk dan pemilik hati Allah yg menentukan. 

- copy paste from facebook (Nurul Syafarina Ismail)

InsyaAllah.. :)

perasan mode

somehow, people miss me. haha! perasan sungguh.

engaged!

alhamdulillah things went smoothly, despite me being super nervous.

 (memang saje blur. hee!)

the rings
(merisik and tunang)

awak, thank you sebab meminang saye ♥

my wednesday!

....

lunch

visit new sayang jr.

gift for sayang jr.

dinner venue

nasi ulam ayam bakar

fish and chips

the end