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tigabelas november

well, orang tak tau, actually 13 November adalah tarikh yang significant dalam hidup sejak 2010. things that happened was life changing. even hashrul don't remember. ye lah, lelaki and tarikh kan. susah nak jumpa yang ingat details ni. haha. sentiasa kena hint lah, ingat kan lah. tahun ni decided to diam je. confirm lah dia tak ingat tapi at least i remember and keep it close to my heart. oh! tahun ni tarikh tu jatuh pulak time hari perayaan - happy Deepavali to all! heee.

masa 2010, 13 November tahun ni tukar my life bila hashrul told me that he loves me. that was the first time. my heart stopped because at that point it wasn't right. so, of course i did not say it back to him. i just froze. bila balik, nangis. sampai hari ni still tak tau kenapa nangis that night. nak cakap balik memang tak mampu sangat (pasal sayang sangat kat orang lain time tu, huuu!). in the end, agak tergantung gak lah. cuma lepas tu, i sent him a long text message explaining what happened. since that day, he never gave up. dia nak prove diri dia. he kept on being there 24/7 (biasa lah lelaki bila nak something yang dia belum dapat, ehem!) but, eventually sekejap gak lah lepas tu, dinding yang kepung hati ni supaya orang lain tak masuk macam kena langgar dengan bulldozer. hancur macam tu je. 

lepas tu, in 2011 pulak, dia jumpa my parents. dia sendiri lah kirenye merisik, tak ikut dah cara tradisional ni. haha. bukan ape, tah, dia nak jumpa parents. makan kat ole-ole bali (selingan: oh! ole-ole bali ni macam jadi tempat penting pulak dalam isu-isu hidup kami). ini first time dia bersemuka dengan ayah and mummy secara formal and serious. tak lah serious mana tapi menunjukkan dia serious lah kan. macam nak cabut jantung time tu. iyelah, dia akan jadi imam, pembimbing and father to my kids. dalam hati pun tak tau nak rasa apa. semua campur. yelah, time tu macam tak sure lagi tapi dah sayang kan. things went all that day. of course lah, dah kawin kan. haha! 

kena soal, ini serious! hehe

my parents

 first picture dia and mummy

tahun ni, life is changing too fast. pelik bila hati tak ada perasaan, kurang ke rasa cinta kat dia or dah tepu? sabar memang sabar. terlalu sabar. lama-lama diri pun tukar dengan sendirinya. this time around its different. dah kahwin and bukan main-main lagi. insyaAllah things will get better in my heart. kena yakin dekat Allah ini semua dugaan. dia pun suami yang baik and he changed, A LOT. everybody deserve a second chance in life. 

tepi laut: krabi

(September)

day 1: here we go!

day 2: just around there

day 3: kaaavrooom!

day 4: bye!

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p.s: some might wonder, mana gambar pulau ke or pergi snorkeling ke kan. yelah, kan sana biasanya buat itu. well, i am not fit enough to do all that at the moment. teehee!

atas bukit: cameron highlands (2012)

(June)

day 1 - on a Monday, bila orang pergi kerja and duduk office, kami bersiap untuk our first trip together as husband and wife. debar, takut, excited, happy and relieved. perasaan tu semua ada. so, pukul 10am macam tu we left home. on the way, we stopped at RnR Tapah (if i'm not mistaken) and had brunch (kebulur kut!). bila sampai je, tiba-tiba hujan. nasib dah sampai time tu. tepat-tepat sampai. kami duduk at The Smokehouse Hotel. cantik okay hotel ni. so, we checked in and rest for a bit. malam tu apa lagi, makan lah! sejuk-sejuk macam hari tu, pergi makan steamboat. sedap! hehe. pastu, plan sikit-sikit nak pergi mana esok.

 sedap jugak lah kuey teow dia

the hotel

 the newlyweds (hee!)

the hotel (night view)

day 2 - setelah perancangan semalam (err.. tak berapa jadi lah nak plan tu kut). we had breakfast and off we go. first stop was the first BOH Tea Plantation. there are two BOH Tea Plantation in Cameron Highlands. the first plantation we went was in Habu. here they provide factory tour and they have a small cafe that serve desserts and tea, of course. hee! next, we went to the other BOH Tea Plantation in Sungai Palas (movie Ombak Rindu shoot kat sini lah, so berangan ala Maya Karin kejap, haha!). the plantation in Sungai Palas in bigger and commercialized compared to Habu. jalan-jalan around and banyak information obtained on tea production. lepas tu jalan around town and singgah butterfly farm. haruslah kan. malam pulak, makan at on of the kedai along the road.

heee!

 suka ayam ni at the butterfly farm, gemuk!

(gambar butterfly tak nak letak, ayam ni highlight)

ade orang sibuk nak tangkap gambar kepompong

 dinner! 

(ehem! sah lah tak habis chicken chop tu)

suka decor ni, untuk gantung towel dalam toilet

day 3 - kejap je dah nak balik. tak buat apa pun on the third day morning. had breakfast and walk around the hotel. lepas tu balik bilik lepak-lepak sampai time check out. masa checkout, hotel siap pack kan light lunch. terkejut jap. tak pernah lagi ada hotel yang buat macam tu. before turun, singgah beli sayur. murah sangat. fresh pulak tu. then, on the way turun, singgah lata iskandar and enjoyed our packed lunch. tengah duduk-duduk, tiba-tiba hujan. so, we ran back to the car and continued our journey back home.

breakfast

packed lunch 

post-wedding

majlis belah KL selesai, lega! 

(itu view the next morning)

 gift opening session with mum
suka sangat-sangat jam tu! thank you burd ♥

BOH

 where we stayed

 kelantan's side

 jalan-jalan kelantan

start of a new life

- mummy's getting better, alhamdulillah! :)

p.s: post-wedding dah, gambar wedding tak lagi, huu!

the husband and the wife

*love*