trip pulang jubah

19/20 july 2008

 lapar!

ke-esokkannya,

 UMT

last gambar with the jubah

(kami nampak gelap and montel tapi hakikatnye tak)

burd teruja!

ronda-ronda library?

(bayar hutang kut! hee)

last but not least,

with dearest Pn Hanis

last 3 days

after a rough week, my family treated me (perasan and bangge sket) with food! hee. somehow, food is the best medicine. so, last weekend, had seafood on saturday and chinese food on sunday. yumm! i really ate this time around. oh.. monday, the boss ajak pegi makan sushi pulak and she even took a picture of me with the food.. aww.. ;) 

Saturday

Sunday

Monday

note: 

yeah, i look pale (or bak kate boss, muke orang tak cukup darah and oxygen) and i have been getting questions on why i look pale from orang-orang office (a.k.a the people who see me almost everyday). some say i am getting thinner. i don't think so. huu.. erm.. the pale, thin issue is a fashion trend (twilight's fashion) maybe? ehe.. nah, i know exactly what i need. i need lots of sunshine, rainbows, unicorns and maybe some candies or maybe i just need you.. *sigh*

p.s: pictures are from various sources, not my camera (camera habis battery)

p.s.s: tetibe RINDU nak makan MCD

from delicious to tgif

Delicious, Bangsar Village II

(21st January)

had brunch with my parents and uncle halim's family. it was supposed to be brunch but we were late so, it became lunch and we became orang kebulur. normally i can only eat half of the dish but this time, i almost can finish the whole plate. almost. not all pictures of food was taken and i completely forgot about the drinks and such. blame the starvation and the ever delicious food! ;)

 mushroom thingy

(sedap!)

 i think this was laksa

 Hainanese chicken chop

it was a larger portion, kitorang share2 makan

 carbonara

TGIF, Subang Parade

(31st January)

i was left alone one fine day. mum went to Muar and dad went somewhere else. had dinner with syima and her daughter ayra (oh.. this is one lucky kid). anyway, we stuffed ourselves and we simply had no room for dessert at all. will make it a point next time to spare our tummies for dessert. i am craving for yummy desserts! 

 mozarella

 strawberry + lemon

 something cream sauce

 hungry evil stare

 nachos

 chicken something

(sorry, i am bad with names) -

tu sebab no full names, next time will write down

happy kid showing bambam to mum

p.s: aip! abu, jangan gelak. now we know kenape al-kesah terjadi kan? haha.

my wednesday!

....

lunch

visit new sayang jr.

gift for sayang jr.

dinner venue

nasi ulam ayam bakar

fish and chips

the end

pitterpatter

today is friday. no, i am going to sing rebecca black's song. i am just glad. long weekend for me. the  company gave us the day off so, it means i have 4 off days. yeah! i love where i work..! anyway, tomorrow will be meeting the girls - B, E and P. haven't seen them for quite some time. last met B when she got married last year. that was a long time ago. it has been a year since. how time flies. she is in her 33 weeks (i think) now. so, better see her before the baby pops out. can't wait to see her little one. she'll be a mama bird then! hehe. last met E was somewhere last year as well. after she gave birth. she was in her confinement. i went there with the tiger face, with hope that her baby will love cats when she grows up. E is so scared of cats. i don't understand why but hey, i have 6 little creatures at home. last but no least P. met hear last Ramadhan. we planned to meet a couple of times after that but didn't really happen. got caught up in work. so, thinking of meeting them in 11 hours makes my heart go pitterpatter. its been a while. 

a new start

life was up and down since i last wrote. it has been a month. a lot of thinking was involved. the thought of ending certain stuff and moving on. the thought of starting off fresh. the thought of disappearing from everybody. Alhamdulillah things turns out well. i thank Allah for that. i thank certain people in my life for being there with me when i was down, broken and hurt. Alhamdulillah sgt3. 

it goes on

life is just a cycle. you meet strangers and they end up being strangers again in the end. but, not all of them end up that way. some people are just worth keeping and you would fight for them to be in your life. these people are the ones you call friends. i will fight for the people that i care about. period.

PMS

well, it is that time of the month again. the week before it. it sucks big time. i hate the mood swings and the sores. i wonder how people go through 9 month of pregnancy. what i am going through is just a small part of life. i miss having my friends around me when i am going through this. having a boyfriend is a different story. he just can't relate. especially when he's the technical type of guy. friends still do comes first during PMS. i am not too sure about having a husband since i am not married yet. anyway, this time around i miss them a lot! i miss having them to cheer me up, take me places that they know i like, make me eat things i love even though i don't feel like eating (and i end up eating most of it) and just be there for me. i miss u P and B. you guys went through a lot with me. 

it may be the hormones talking tonight (emotional people always speak from their heart, i think). i love both of you. remember the times when each of us had a lot on our plate to handle? we just needed each other and things will be fine. remember when you guys took turns to have dinner with me to make sure i was not alone after that silly thing i almost did? both of you didn't even judge me and you guys were there for me the entire time. i can never find anyone that could replace both of you. not even H.

however, H is the person i love most. i wished i had met him earlier. he's the best thing that could ever happen in my life after you guys. although he's not my typical prince charming, he brings out the best in me every single time. i wish you guys could get to know him better. he's amazing.

P, you made me really happy when you told me that you actually like H and you can see that i am really happy. i was mad at you at one point because u said something about my relationship with H. when i think back about it, i realize that you just don't know him yet. so, i made it a point for you to meet him. thank you for giving me the opportunity in doing so. i know you are going through a lot right now yourself. but, as your sister (from a different parents), you can always count on me!

B, i am really happy that you will soon be a mum. i always get a little teary every time i think about it. you will be the perfect mum. i understand that you are not able to meet us like how it used to be. But, still having your support through everything that has been going on in my life means a lot. thank you. if you ever need anything, let us know. we will try our level best to be there. oh.. if you might need help to look after the baby i might suggest uncle H.

E, you are not forgotten silly girl. i love you as well. although we grew apart, i still cherish every moment we shared and nothing really changed actually. by the way, you have to meet H. 

i am really happy how my life turns out to be. i am thankful to Allah. i have you guys, i have my family and i have H - my future (insyaAllah).

i know this is turning out to be me pouring out my heart (not the normal me) but, who cares. PMS is a strange thing.

dinner

had a wonderful time tonight. good food, great company. special thanks to H, P, J and A. love u guys to bits. you guys just made my day a better day.