i asked God if he could delete all the memories that i have. i don't care if the things that happened made me who i am. nobody cares how much i've changed. the past is still there. so, i prayed to God that when i wake up in the morning, i don't remember a thing. i might remember something like work but, not people. i am always being judge by the people i love most. it will always be there, my past. of course its there, its a part of me, a part of who i am. i don't want that anymore and i just don't want to remember every single memory that i have. i can't do this anymore. i am just so tired. its draining me out. maybe it will be easier if i don't remember all the people i've met and know. it will be much easier than feeling useless most of the time.
about the title of the post, its a title of a movie i love most. watched it for like the 10th time last night and still cried my heart out. what they had was more than love. the guy was willing to do anything for her and be there for her the whole time even when she pushed him away. i had that once.
"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."
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