ya Allah. sekejap nye rasa (sekejap ke?) today genap 4 bulan jadik isteri orang and setengah dari 4 bulan tu, jadi something else. haha. hari ni tergerak nak buat something. patutnya tak payah. sayu lepas tu. padan muka sendiri. ye lah, bende dah lepas and tak boleh buat apa pun, still nak teringat and baca balik. dah memang diri ni macam ni kan. fuh! pengsan lah macam ni.
lately ni berat susut. patutnya tak boleh susut, samada maintain or naik sikit. tadi ayah call (yes, time kerja ni), kena one whole lecture on healthy eating. something about not eating right and tak cukup nutrient. kena lah marah. confirm malam ni kena paksa makan banyak. macam tak nak balik rumah je ni. takut. lari! heee! urm.. dulu ada orang yang jaga makan minum. sekarang mana ada dah. sekarang kebanyakkan benda kena sendiri. nasib ayah ada. dapat lah nak mengada kedang-kadang.
what it feels like after 4 months? not what i expected. marriage takes a lot of effort. i am still not used to it and adapting. lama betul nak adapt. haha. nak buat macam mana. tipu lah kalau semua bunga je, ada part yang duri. i am still learning. i just miss being that tough little princess i used to be.
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miss u n soo many things to catch up with u, take care gorjes!
malas nak log in-HMY
i miss u too. thank u. u take care too! :)
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