fairytale

i think everybody grows up listening to or watched fairytales, whether its Disney's or some other stories. the most listened to or watched fairytales are the ones with the princesses in it. we dream that one day our prince will come and sweep us away and we live happily ever after. but, life is no where near a fairytale. life is our own story. everybody has their story.

my story:

it all started last year, in February 2010. it started with a simple hello from a stranger. not so stranger but somehow a stranger. figure that out. haha. actually, my room mate had a crush on him way back in 2005. time flies. anyway, it was a simple hello. it took me some time to reply back as i had to do a lot of thinking on certain reasons that i shall not mention here. so, i said 'hi' back. from then on, we talked a lot about things. well, texting to be exact. we became friends without really crossing our limits. he was attached and so was i. we don't talk much about each other relationships. it was our thing. then, things happen somewhere in between.

one fine day, he came and fetched me with his white horse (si putih). we went on our first date/outing session. not really sure what to call it. to be honest, i can't really recall much what we talked about on that day. i was blanked out. ouh.. but i remember he told me, i rephrase - 'i know someone that is only an option instead of the future to someone'. yeah, a few weeks later he admitted it was him. so, i gave him a simple promise - 'you'll never be an option ever again' (not too sure whether he remember this promise i made) but i made that promise.

i made him promise something too in the early stages, around 3 months after the first hello. i made him promise not too fall in love with me. i told him clearly that you wouldn't want to fall in love with me as i am a bit hard to deal with. but, he didn't listen to me. that is one promise i am glad he broke. i couldn't be happier. the first time when he told me he was (and still is) in love with me, my heart stopped and i cried. typical princess. haha. i am so not telling how here. hee.

in life, there is no such thing as a perfect relationship. there are times i was really heartbroken and felt like giving up. i wanted to disappear. the betrayal was too much at one point. i had someone telling me, if you believe its him and if you really love him, fight for your relationship. so, i stood by him at my lowest point. i was broken and shattered but i stood by him.

Alhamdulillah it all turns out for the best.