EDD in 10 days. not too sure how to feel. some part of me can't wait to get the baby out, some part of me rasa macam belum ready je. help! excited and nervous and everything all pack into one. i miss sleeping on my back and on my tummy. i miss not feeling any crazy pain every time i move. i miss moving around. i miss jumping around with Zahraa. at the same time, i love how i can see the baby move and how the movements got obvious by day. i love the feeling of someone loving me from the inside. insya Allah, please doakan semua dipermudahkan. aiming for natural birth this time around. harap sangat boleh.
makin dekat dengan due date ni, mood pun makin tak menentu. kesian lah dekat Zahraa and husby. kena tahan sikit. with Zahraa, no usual play time and no hanky panky. with husby, mood swings are almost the everyday thing (ini tak sure whether time pregnant je ke or memang macam ni, haha). sorry. dah try control dah ni tapi susah. stress kut. macam-macam faktor luaran dan dalaman yang menentukan.
after this, kena adjust to a new environment with the baby. we can get through this, yes we can. so far, most of the baby punya stuff akan libatkan Zahraa - every check up, shopping trips, kemas-kemas, movements and mummy's pain issue. dia pun rajin usap tummy and kiss while talking to the baby. Alhamdulillah.
after this, kena adjust to a new environment with the baby. we can get through this, yes we can. so far, most of the baby punya stuff akan libatkan Zahraa - every check up, shopping trips, kemas-kemas, movements and mummy's pain issue. dia pun rajin usap tummy and kiss while talking to the baby. Alhamdulillah.
