tahun ni, ade macam2 perkara first time jadi. huhu. first of all, first time raya without mummy. my gawd! it was super tough but managed to keep my calm and not cry. yeah! (kisses from the husband helps as well, haha!). haven't been to mum's grave for a while now. tak sempat is just an excuse. baca al-Fatihah je untuk mummy dari jauh. umm. al-Fatihah. huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. rindunyaaaaaaaaaa! *tariknafaspanjang*
moving on, tahun ni first time raya jauh dari family from my side. actually, lama kut duduk kat KB. ade lah 3 minggu. right after keluar hospital hari tu, yang sebab infection tu. sedih juga lah dengan situation ni. ayah raya sorang in subang. ajak datang tak nak. haaaiiihh. sedih sangat time aunty emma bagitau dia pergi holiday. the thought of ayah sendiri, dah lah mummy takde. it was a double *dush* to my head.
on the lighter and happier side, tahun ni first raya with the little one. teeheee! excited sangat. banyak kut baju raya dia. dia ada 3 pasang baju kurung (2 of them tok kilah and mamalong belikan) and 2 dresses - (kalah mummy dia ni). i just love her to the moon and back. i never knew i could love someone so much in such little time. yes, there are times that kita kena sabar sangat but in the end semua pun worth it. oh! dengan jayanya zahraa dapat kutip duit raya. thank you tok(s), daddy, uncle(s) and aunty(s)!
this is our first family photo! hee! (zahraa grumpy, penat raya)
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