heavy

minggu ni masuk 32 minggu. huwaaa. sekejap je lagi dah ada 2 orang little people needing mummy's attention. lately ni Zahraa macam clingy sikit, hm, sikit ke. okay lah, boleh lagi nak melayan tapi lama-lama stress lah juga. dah one whole day together kan, sekali ada daddy pun, mummy hilang sekejap (naik atas ke, pergi toilet ke) dah macam orang hilang apa tah. sometimes bukan apa - penat, just nak duduk diam, breathe and nak take it all in. tak menyempat. believe it or not, time tidur pun sikit-sikit 'mummy, mummy' bila respond baru dia diam. i can barely sleep. the little one moving very actively at night and this one macam mantra 'mummy, mummy'. i wish i could sleep like my husband. haha. i really do.

makin lama makin tak mampu nak tunduk bagai dah. nak suap makan zahraa pun dah kira exercise. biasanya memang makan dekat hall. memang silap lah tak train makan dalam seat and duduk diam. big mistake! haha. in sya Allah the next one memang ajar siap-siap kena duduk diam time makan. i still do almost all of the housework, ini pun dah kira exercise. mengah naik turun tangga bawak laundry and clean the floor. last week, gigih buat fish pond. kalau nanti susah nak beranak gak tak tau lah. haha. even though i was still in the office at week 39 when i was with Zahraa, it was different movement wise. hee. kali ni penat! i gained 11kgs so far, so heavy.

oh. today my best friend gave birth to a beautiful healthy baby boy. alhamdulillah.